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We know fear in
several different and painful forms.
1. There is
the fear of something being taken away from us.
We hear that
there are some thieves at work in town churches these days; one
distracts while the other rifles through things looking for easy
money.
We're fearful
of losing possessions, and so we check our locks and ask people to
be alert.
We get in the
car with fear these days; there are the Mardi Gras revelers and
impatient aggressors, the uncaring and the inattentive.
And so we wait
till the road conditions are better, avoid certain streets, buy
bigger cars to defend ourselves against injury. It is fear-driven.
We hear from
the doctor those dreaded words: more tests are needed in case it is
cancer.
We're fearful
of losing life or limb, and might go for aggressive treatments or
put up the false front that nothing is wrong.
Fear all
around, the fear of losing something.
2. Another
kind of fear is the fear of the unknown.
The fear of the
first day of school.
The fear of the
explorer setting out.
3. There is
also the kind of fear that is really anger boiling over into hatred.
The fear when
one lives in a totalitarian state, where the next knock on the door
may be for me.
The fear of the
multitude of gods of the world, who are known by their
capriciousness and self- centeredness.
They take and
do whatever they want; and people are helpless pawns.
Perhaps these
gods can be placated or bought off by sacrifices.
But it is
always done in fear born of resentment, anger, or secret hatred.
There is
lots of talk these days about “spirituality”, lots of folks claim to
be on a “spiritual journey”.
It seems
that most of the time what such folks mean is that they want to get
warm and cuddly with some amorphous, sweet, always smiling godlet.
They run
from this to that, from crystals to astrology, from Moonies to
Scientology.
At the end
of the day, what they will find is not sweetness but only
themselves.
The god they
seek is only their wishes writ large on the screen of a broken-down
human life.
This
provides not comfort, but self-deception, fear, or loathing.
4. The fear of
which we hear in the Bible seems to be different than any of the
three forms we have outlined.
The proper use
of “fear” in the Bible is not about losing possessions, or simple
fear of the unknown, nor hatred of the pretend gods of the world.
When we hear
the Psalmist sing:
The fear
of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, [Ps111:10]
it is a fear
of the transforming power of the God who creates by Word.
God says,
and it is. That's scary!
When that
Word comes to me, I simply am different thereafter.
What a
terrifying marvel that is!
Think about
what the reaction of people to Jesus is most of the time:
again and
again, it is fear!
The
anonymous crowds might be curious,
those who
wished for a military kind of Messiah might be impatient,
but the
closer one gets to Jesus, the more we hear of the reaction of
fear:
--When the
angel comes to Mary to announce the birth of Jesus to her, she is
afraid, just as everyone else is throughout scripture whenever a
messenger from God comes to them.
--When Jesus
assists his disciples after a long night of fishing, and they bring
in a great catch, they are afraid.
--When Jesus
calms the wind and the waves and saves the disciples in the boat,
they are afraid.
--When the
women come to the tomb and find it empty, they are afraid.
--In today's
gospel, the voice from heaven says This is my Son...listen to him,
and the disciples fall to the ground and were overcome with fear.
But Jesus came and touched them saying Get up and do not be
afraid.
--Time and
again, Jesus has to say to his disciples “Be not afraid,”
Things are
never the same when Jesus touches a person in word or deed.
To the
person who says “Nobody loves me” Jesus says I do, and that
makes all the difference in the world.
Where there
is no hope in our usual human messes, there is still reason to hang
on.
This is a
fearful transformation in our situations, because we have no idea
how it will turn out.
What will
happen when I realize that I am living out the line in that hymn
On
Christ the solid rock I stand,
All other ground is sinking sand.?
My sorrow is
taken up into the sorrow that Christ carries because of the
brokenness of human life and relationships,
and in
return Jesus gives me continuing life, and resources enough to live
in it.
Jesus takes
on my sorrow and gives me hope brought about by his promise.
Jesus' Word
is in the process of transforming my life.
What a
wonder!
What Good
News!
So much so
that our first reaction is silence.
We usually
surround ourselves with noise, chatter, hubbub of great variety and
volume.
Let there
first be silence over the wonder that Jesus loves me.
Despite my
inadequacies, limitations, misdeeds, ill-spoken words, and much
more.....Jesus loves me!
O Love
that will not let me go,
I rest my
weary soul in thee.
And the
first action...is silence.
It is a good
thing that the babble of greeting one another ends as we come in and
sit down to prepare for worship.
It is a good
thing, because we are here to await an encounter with a holy God,
completely other than ourselves, who nevertheless desires communion
with us, and will reshape us until that fully happens.
It is a good
thing that we recognize the right times in worship to be attentively
quiet and the right times to be expressively vocal.
We stand in
silence to hear the Gospel read, and then in our fearful silence at
what it might mean for our lives, respond Praise to you O Christ.
It is a good
thing that the sharing of the Peace is an action of quiet intensity
--Peace be with you --and does not become a back-slapping “hi there”
kind of event.
For your
life and mine are being changed by this Word in all of its written
and spoken and acted out forms.
It is a
fearful and yet wonderful thing.
Lord Jesus,
do what you promise.
Hold onto
me, transform me.
May my
proper fear of your transforming Word not paralyze me, but instead
make me attentive, anticipating your work in my heart and life.
We cannot
overcome our fear by working our way up to God.
That was
tried already [Genesis 11], back in the story of the tower of Babel,
and again many times since then.
Our fear of
the transforming God is not handled by our actions, but by God's
gracious gift in Jesus Christ.
“Go away
from me, O Lord, because I am an sinful man,” says Simon Peter.
[Luke 5:8] as Jesus gives a sign of the power of the Word.
But Jesus
draws close to the disciple Peter, and in our day, he comes close to
us.
In the Holy
Communion, the one who is wholly other comes to us in a way we can
cradle in our hand and heart.
“Yes, I'm
asking for all of you,” Jesus announces .
“Yes, I'm
intended to reshape you completely,” he continues.
“Yes, I will
be with you throughout the process,” he comforts us.
Yes, we're
afraid, very properly afraid.
This day
let the cure for our fear
begin with our silence
in which
Jesus can continue his transforming work. Amen.
LBW 198
Let All
Mortal Flesh Keep Silence
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