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The old fashioned
pinball machine... we know how it works.
The steel ball is batted
all around the sloped surface inside the machine, as the ball seeks
by its dead weight to get to the lowest place.
Perhaps that is the way
that some of us feel about life these days:
we're getting batted
around by forces that throw us in all directions, even as we seek to
merely muddle through a pointless existence.
Let's contrast that with
another contraption, a gyroscope.
Once it is set to
spinning, the gyroscope will keep pointing in one direction, even
if things around it get turned and twisted.
Perhaps this is a better
image for the life of the baptized.
We have a direction. We
have been put in order, and set to spin in a particular way.
No matter what other
circumstances change around us, that direction remains.
No matter what the
difficulty we face, God's purpose in us remains the same.
No matter what others
say or do, we keep on with what the Lord God our Father says and
does through us.
What a sense of
confidence, and purpose, and calm this gives!
Tomorrow is the day on
the calendar when we remember the disciple Matthew.
As Jesus was walking
along, he saw a man called Matthew sitting at the tax booth, and he
said to him, “Follow me.” And he got up and followed him.” Just
like that.
We can only hope that he
had kindly relatives who would take charge of his family when he
abruptly got up and started followed Jesus around to all the
villages in the region.
Matthew had been the
pinball -type, being batted around from here to there, just doing
the ordinary things without thought.
Jesus' command, “Follow
me.” and all of his subsequent words and actions
put an end to the
aimless pinball, and instead set him on a specific course.
Was it difficult to
live?
Was it hard to see how
things could come out in God's favor?
Yes, indeed!
But the gyroscope is
set, and spinning.
And he got up and
followed Jesus.
The word for “got up” is
a common New Testament word for resurrection from the dead, “anastas.”
That is what happened to
Matthew that day in some unnamed village on the road between
Capernaum and Samaria, maybe even Hamam where I was digging in May,
since that village is right along the likely road.
Matthew 'got up”;
Matthew was raised from the dead that day and became a new person, a
person with true and everlasting purpose.
He had to start over, to
go back to school as a student.
The first instruction
session was at a banquet table where Jesus was reclining with his
friends.
There were also
onlookers at the meal, as was common custom.
This was a major event
in village life, so not only are there the invited guests, but lots
of others hanging around the edge to see what is going on and to
hear the news.
Among them are some
Pharisees, the watchdogs, who were observing closely so see that
everyone is following all the rules.
They sniffed, “This man
eats with tax-collectors and sinners!”
Jesus jumped on their
attitude quickly.
He explained, “This
operation is something like a doctor's office.
You don't go to a doctor
because you are perfectly healthy, do you?
No, you seek help when
something hurts, when you are scared, or when your leg ...or heart,
...is broken.
I'm here to tend the
sick and the dying.
There is death in the
air, and I am here to face it with you.
If your life is really
working well and every little thing in your heart and soul is in
perfect order, then you don't need me.
If that is the case,
then get out of my way so that I can serve those who do need me...
...the ones banging
around from here to there like the dead weight of a pinball.”
Still moving, but dead
weight.
In our Divine Drama
conversation this week, we were musing on the deadly power of sin.
One participant observed
that in both students and adults, there seems to be many persons
who are merely going through the motions, but who are dead inside.
It is as though there is
nothing there, we observed.
...no reason for being,
...no rudder to guide,
...no principles that
inform,
...no deeds that flow as
a product of truth, but instead devolve from what is the easiest or
of momentary pleasure.
We went on for a while
describing the God-shaped hole that can be in a person's life that
so much of the time is filled only with things that lead to death.
Several centuries later,
St. Augustine analyzed the situation, and described it thus:
Thou hast created us for
Thyself, and our heart is not quiet until it rests in Thee.
Outside of the Lord
Jesus, everything is agitated, but dead;
but within his body, all
is intended to be united in perfect peace and bursting with life...
if we could stop messing up things time after time.
But we can't!
That is why the
invitation from the Lord Jesus is not just given once, but often:
Hey, you,...
...yes, you, with the
straight ...curly ...blond ... black hair;
...yes, you, with the
attitude that wants to take over;
...yes, you who are
burdened with the cares of life and worries about how to accomplish
them;
...yes, you whose words
are disconnected from your heart, leaving only a zombie.
Come.
Come, not just once in
the waters of Baptism,
but come again now as
Jesus' word is spoken,
come, as his very self
is shared at the Table.
“Come, follow me,” Jesus
says.
We rise with Matthew the
tax-collector and with every other fearful saint across the
centuries.
We rise, not just from
our desk or bed or humdrum existence.
We rise also from the
dead.
We rise from the dead
and follow this Jesus just a bit more today,
on the road that leads
through trouble
---even as
Jesus had trouble in Jerusalem
and through joy
---even as
Jesus rejoiced at the unblinking trust of the child he took in his
arms,
all the way through
suffering and death on Calvary to fullness of life with the Father.
We get up again and
again when death tries to drag us down, until that final time, that
rising on the last day.
With the eye of faith we
can experience each day as a holy event.
Perhaps we don't often
think of it that way, but it is!
We begin as good as
dead, completely oblivious to the world in sleep
until the dog licks our
ear or the alarm rings.
We get the bones and
joints operating enough to get to the shower and there remember
again the refreshment of Holy Baptism.
We eat a bit, feeding
one part of our being until that time when we gather here for the
complete food of Christ.
We take up daily tasks
to care for our families in love, even as Christ continues to love
us whether we acknowledge him or not.
We step out into the
world with a commission in hand, the gyroscopic call to point to
Christ in all that we say and do,
and to know that when we
fail, when the gyroscope wobbles, there is room for amendment of
life and a fresh start, yet another rising from the dead.
The disciples thought
that things with Jesus would always and simply be glorious, one
brilliant success after another.
The power of sin is too
great, the lure of all of the other gods around us is too insidious
and entangling.
This week I have been
engaged in clearing my day-lily bed at the western edge of our lot.
It has been infested
with quack-grass, and the only way to rid it of that plague is
to take the bed apart
completely,
to pull out each strand
of quack-grass root that has twisted among the day-lily bulbs,[the
grass can even send a root directly through a lily bulb!]
to sift the soil
meticulously,
and only then to replant
the bulbs in renewed soil.
It is a very tedious,
slow, tiring job; but in the end, the lily-bed rise, it will bloom
again next year, joyfully.
As Jesus is engaged in
this kind of cleaning process in and around us, we know that it will
take time.
God has plans, big
plans, and he has said that his plans involve you and me.
He doesn't just say, “I
want your light to shine forth before the handful of people you meet
on Monday morning.”
Instead he says, “You
are the light of the world.”
That is Jesus' plan for
us; large, cosmic, considerably more grand than our idea of what it
means to be a disciple.
To that unnamed child
sitting on Jesus' knee, to Matthew, James, and Martin and Katarina,
and to you and me,
“Come, get up, follow
me,” Jesus says, “be risen from the dead, and live!”
It may not be the most
elegant phrasing, but I'll risk it anyway:
as we live our lives,
may we find them to be lives with a point, goal, and purpose rather
than lives that are like slapped-around pinballs!
What will you and I do
today because
Jesus has said to us
today, Come, rise up from death, and follow me? Amen.
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